whom do I trust?
the question comes at a tricky point in my life. I’m 21 years old, in my fourth year of college, and more than at any other other point in my life are my decisions going to affect where I go later on. and at no other point in my life have I really felt soo lost. I used to be so ambitious; now I don’t know what I want. I don’t know what to do. I don’t know who to turn to for help. I’m not happy with where I am, and I don’t know what to do to change that.
I’m so frustrated. I’m really scared. And no matter who might care about me, the decisions in my life are still mine to make. I’ve wandered around them for far too long, and dammit, it’s time for me to take control…
but where do I go? who leads me?
when it comes down to it, just me.
yet my question still lingers. who is “me”? and who’s to say I can trust this “me”?